Nuts

Here I am again.

The year is almost over and I find myself single again.

Am I bitter?

Yes, but not because we but because of the way it was done.

For starters I was I was betrayed.

She signed up on a dating site while still going out with me.

She didn’t have the stones to come to me first and tell me she wanted out but kept me on the ropes sitting at home thinking there was a woman in my life when if fact there wasn’t

I knew there was something wrong a few weeks earlier and I went prowling around and I found her.

I didn’t confront her I just sat back and waited to see what she would do but like I said she didn’t have the stones to say anything to me.

I had to phone her and make her give me an answer but she still denied she wasn’t looking for someone else.

If there is a nightmare situation when it comes to long distance relationships this would be one of them

I think to myself where did I go wrong.

When she went for surgery I was there taking care of her and driving her father around to appointments

When her son fucked up on a trip to Florida I consoled her and had to swallow my principles to the point I almost puked but because I loved her then I offered to shield the boy even take him here to Canada to avoid any trouble.

Does any of that count?

No.

Are all women like this?

You would think as a fucken courtesy she would have at least broken up with me like a real woman instead of slithering around in the grass like she did.

Am I bitter yes but not for her leaving but for bringing her into my family.

At me for thinking she was a better person that she actually was, is.

Looking at her history I should have seen it much earlier but love blinds us to the point we even forget our moral obligations.

It’s a sad day but not in my life.

I can actually take a breath of freedom and pity the next bastard the falls into her burrow.

Have a nice day

Walker